Checking Back In

It’s been a while. And, ironically this is also the song that’s been in my head for several days. It’s a song by Staind.

Anywho, that’s not relevant. What is relevant is how I’m feeling, where I’m at. Really struggling right now. With depression, anger, frustration, fear. Feel like just giving up. Mentally, I mean. I feel like my life is just exhausting. Like I have no power. I love my fur babies…that’s a side note. Overwhelmed. That’s another feeling I’m feeling. I really choose to look at the negative side of things. Have I always been this way? Possibly. I’m not sure. My heart is pounding right now. That’s all for now.